Monsoon

Through the seams of the cloud-laden skies

Blurring visions and dampening sights

A new monsoon comes

Softening the vacuum of  life and time.

 

The fragrance of the  freshly-ruptured greens

Melting the blinding dust down the leafy screens,

A new monsoon comes

As the soul searches for its lost reasons and lose rhymes.

 

Through the hums of beaten cassette-recorder melodies

Tired eyes feeling the heat of a cup of ginger tea

A new monsoon comes

Igniting passion when thunder plays the mime.

 

Through the smell of old novels in tattered book-cases

Struggling to be heard through the rattle of the computer’s key-board

A new monsoon comes

Soothing the soul when it regrets time.

 

Lashing through nights on the tin roof of neon-lit homes

Misting glass windows and misting eyes

A new monsoon comes

Mixing desires and dreams as the rain drops tinkle and chime.

For tea-connoisseurs

I promise this is going to be a very tiny-winy post :) ;)

Have you ever had such a moment when you came back home tired, restless and irritated to be welcomed to a cup of steaming hot, aromatic, strong tea? Hmmm…heaven! Well, that’s my favourite “moment” of personal history. A cup of  tea soothes your senses and gives an instant energy to continue with a day’s work.

Let me give you a secret recipe for instant moksha through a cup of tea (well the recipe is not mine either, but sincerely thank the recipe developer ;) ).  When you are very-very tired and feel completely drained out, when you feel nothing is going your way, then just boil and pour some water into your cutest tea mug, add sugar cubes, a generous helping of Glucose powder and garnish with your favourite tea bags (no milk or milk-powder please). Remove the tea-bags, tinkle the ingredients with a spoon and sipppp it
(scrumptious sip) :) . Hmmm!! Delight! Don’t forget to thank the recipe developer ;)

Personally, I have some favourite moments in company with chai which I would like to share with you:

1. I enjoy my first cup of tea in the morning all by myself –like to sit with the tea-mug for almost an hour without talking to people, looking out of the huge windows of my hostel mess at the students and pedestrians walking on the pavement .  From the hostel mess you can see people hurrying for their classes, students rushing in their bicycles and the Tum-Tum completely packed — a sight to behold! Nevertheless, that tea also reminds me that sometime I have to think about my own books and studies ;) . Am a late riser but am really addicted to the “morning tea” schedule. We don’t have China cups or porcelain here, but I assure you the chai of our hostel — even if it is too sweet or too strong and even if it is served in stainless-steel glasses is yummmm! In fact, can’t imagine my day to begin without this cup of chai. I actually “think” with my morning tea — so you can imagine how delightful it is.

2. I love to spend my afternoons at KRESIT chai-walla. If there is one landscape of IIT that will always remain etched in my memory — it is this chai place and for one particular reason, you see a perfect harmony of nature and human beings at this place. The place is shady, enveloped by huge trees, green creepers and smaller flower bushes — a small oasis in this academic hub. You can see the typical IIT junta – Profs, students, staff taking a chill-pill at this place. Socialism is at its best here — no difference between teachers and students — people discuss everything right from personal lives to thesis and professional worries at KRESIT chai`lla. In the afternoons, when I feel sleepy in the lab, a hot, refreshing cutting or full-chai stimulates the senses and keeps me awake for the rest of the slog :) .

3. This one is from my past — in Dhenkanal (a sleepy tiny town in Odisha), there was an underground tin-roofed chai canteen somewhere behind the engineering college where I was teaching during my Postgraduate days.  One had to take a flight of steps down the surface of the earth to reach that canteen :) . Dhenkanal, being a valley was always very rainy during monsoons and chilly-frosty during winters. In the rains, it was simply amazing…there would be hoards of clouds that floated through the steps into the main entrance of the canteen and block visibility. If you walked a little beyond the canteen, out into the open field, there were massive moss-green mountains, hillocks and small-forests to greet your vision. If you clapped in the silence of that valley, hoards of parkeets and robins fluttered-rose-flew at one go!  Hmm! breathtaking! I used to brave the rains and go to that little canteen to have adrak walli chai – ginger tea. Students flocked around in the iron benches of the canteen, gossiped, sometimes sang (remember Pavan thumping the table with his fist and singing “Sakiya!” loud and clear) and an occasional couple sat drinking in each “moment” of togetherness with their cups of tea. I used to sit with friends or alone and enjoy the pitter-patter of rains on the tin roof, clouds surrounding and the steaming hot chai –  a scene straight from a painting, except all that was real.

4. Postgraduate days in the UniversityOMFED parlour and strong red-hot tea with extra pattis — fast life, hot blooded discussions on University politics, friends, Romans and country men/women :)“The Summer of 69” and I would add “the best days of my life…” . Can never forget the famous pani-tanki and the chai-upon-bike, rhyming with Stratford-upon-Avon, Shakespeare’s place in England ;) . Those days chai had the flavour of D.H.Lawrence and James Joyce and Virginia Woolf and Tagore …

Well, now it’s 2008 and we are back from the gullies of nostalgia.

The moral of the story: tea is a wonderful herb, which can be enjoyed at any time and any place. However, it also depends on the mood and the locale to make a drink special and to make the moment immortal.Alcohol is not the only sooth — any tea-connoisseur can bet on this. But, the moments, the landscape and the flavour of your chai makes things special. 

These are photographic moments of life — captured in the lense of memory.

Remembering 26th July, 2005

Mumbai Rains -- When It Rains, It Just Rains

Mumbai Rains -- When It Rains, It Just Rains

It’s a crowded time in IIT Bombay — fresh new faces, anxious parents, baggage rolls, colorful buckets, brooms, books, computers and compact lappys — you get to see everything, right there on the pavements in front of the hostels. July-August are happening months here in the campus, new students with hearts full of hopes, parents in anxious anticipation and oldies like us slogging through the demands of the yearly APS (Annual Progress Seminars). To tell you the truth — I have never quite liked this season; (a) because I have to study more than what I usually do :) and (b) because the mess, the lobby, etc. are just so full with people. The icing on the cake are the monsoons — the Mumbaiya rains which dare the new kids on the block to fight for survival.

The Dark Knight Riders -- Monsoon Clouds Hovering Over Hiranandini Skies

The Dark Knight Riders -- Monsoon Clouds Hovering Over Hiranandini Skies

Each one has a “first day” in an institute and so have I. Well, now for a flashback — let’s zoom the camera to July 26th 2005 — my first day in IIT Bombay :D . Three years have passed since I was a freshie in the institute :) . That was the day of the flash floods of Mumbai? Huh? Heroic? I agree. I don’t know why am always in the midst of all adventures ( was also braving the Super-cyclone which hit Odisha in October 1999 as a hostelite in Bhubaneshwar), maybe have a streak of the tragi-romantic in my disposition which lands me at unconventional places at completely wrong (perhaps right) times too. Well, getting to the business of memories and remembering, the day reminds me of all that I did not want to happen in my life — but they happened. We were a cataclysmic batch in the real sense of the term — we have added many things to this place and this place has also changed our own grammar in the last three years.

Going back in time… I returned from Nasik after seeing my family off on the 26th afternoon. It was raining then also, but was not all that bad with the red umbrella that I have carried as a dearest possession for the last 9 years of my hostel life. Reached the hostel at 3 pm. Some of us were given rooms in the ground floor of A-Wing of Hostel-11. Mine was Room No:6; ground floor. If you think that ground floor means “the ground floor”, then you are utterly wrong. The ground floor of A-Wing was the cellar floor, with a very narrow dark gulley, below the surface level of the earth. For a change, at the first glance one would feel that you have landed in the half-lit world below the earth which Paradise Lost of Milton would claim that it belonged to the Satan, and our own scriptures like the Puranas would say that perhaps we lived just below the martya but above the patala, in the world of reptiles, asuras and such “other worldly” creatures. The corridor needed light even in the day time and that was insufficient too. Such was our fate then — there were 29 rooms, I suppose, in that floor and most of us were freshie PhDs, who had just joined the institute

Fatigue ridden and home sick, I unpacked my things and went to sleep. The room was already damp with excessive rains and hardly any light. There was only one window that opened out on to the damp backyard of the hostel full of snakes and worms, so you were bound to keep that shut. Suddenly, at around 7.30 pm someone banged my door — was in no mood to open. But, when half opened my eyes after repeated bangs, was aghast to see water gushing through my door and reaching the seam of my ground level rack!!!!! “Oh! Heck! I didn’t know they spray water inside the rooms in IIT!” That was my first dumb reaction. I could not register exactly what the hell was going on! Still in a daze, opened the doors to see neighbours banging each others doors, running with their luggage to some upstairs place, piling whatever they had on the floors of their rooms to a safe place over the almirahs, and so on. If said that it was thorough chaos, it would be an understatement. I was told that there was a flood in Mumbai, that the Powai lake had come to visit us — the newcomers :( , that we might bump into a dead hand or a leg piece of gangsters drowned in the Powai lake from the time of Big B’s Don, that we have to shift immediately to the TV room upstairs, that we have to take whatever our stuffs were along so that it’s not a problem, and that we need to pile all our things (the bed roll, etc) on a higher level, so that they remain safe!!! Phew! I wanted to cry — missed my mom — wish someone would do things for me, coz I was not used to doing all that hard work, not dexterous even — but had to do :( :( ! Imagine that was “the” first day!

Anyway, by the time I finished doing up my things it was 8.10 pm and water had crossed the level of my bed. Some of us literally swimmed through the dark corridor (Titanic relived) and reached the TV Room somewhere on the first floor of C-Wing. No electricity, no bed, only a few round-chairs waiting to greet us! I had a bag with a brush, toothpaste and a pair of night-suit and two dresses for the next day’s classes. At 7 pm one of my batch mates remembered with a shriek that she had left her certificate folder in her room in her cupboard — she desperately wanted to reach her room and get those! Some seniors came to her help and they waded through the abandoned A-Wing ground floor, scuba-diving through mud and water and finally resurrected the certi folder — we clapped when they came back. We spent two nights in that TV room, batteling with mosquitoes, struggling with darkness and hunger — first night the mess was in a bad shape, no communication with families and yet attending classes in the morning. The C-Wing ground floor was also affected, but they were M.Techs who had helping seniors. PhDs are always lonely people. Some of us sang through the night with a hope to survive the frustration :( .

Classes went on at their usual pace, while we lived in the ruins of our new lives. After 3 days of the floods subsiding, we were deported back to the same rooms with an even more unhealthy atmosphere — stink of mud, worms and snakes. Life had become a walki-talkie Jungle Book. One evening the Director and Deputy Director and Deans visited our hostel for some celebration — the entire A-wing ground floor, flood-affected region of our hostel pounced on them and demanded immediate relief. In fact, the Director was invited and taken into one of the rooms where a snake waited on an inmate’s (reliable sources later informed that the girl was an expert snake-charmer ;) :D ) bed to greet him — yuck! Everyone was aghast! Relief agencies came to our aid soon and whatever could be done was done. Some of my friends, fell sick because of the climate and the unhealthy living condition. We would get together and stand by each other when any of us fell sick — we were blamed by some heartless Profs also for neglecting studies — asked repeatedly to separate personal from professional lives. But, only as victims we understood what it was to collate things back into normalcy after a disaster. We needed time to prove ourselves — and some didn’t want to give that time. But finally we did!

We were again given B-Wing flat-lets where we enjoyed shared accommodation with better living conditions — three in one room. I was given a kitchen portion of a flat-let. Delighted! I had my Cinderella dreams come true — felt like a real Cinderella in that kitchenette. The kitchen was newly painted and smelled nicely of paint and was sunny and warm.

The sun tore through clouds of gloom and ushered a new era in the lives of Batch 2005 … but the memories still remain.

Monsoon Memories…

rain drops on green leaves

On a rainy day when the wind gets wild
My untamed mind wakes up.
Outside the realm of the known, where no path can be found
There goes my mind on its own.
Will it ever go home-ward now?
No, no it will not go there-
All the impediments are gone.
The evening is rain-intoxicated,

which god’s disciple I am,

They dance around my mind enmeshes the votaries
all the votaries.
I ask what I shouldn’t ask for
Once cannot get what cannot be got
Won’t get, won’t get,
I vainly lay myself at the feel of the impossible.
–from Selected Songs of Rabindranath Tagore, translated by Abu Rushd (Found this poem of Tagore sometimes back while surfing the net. I had not come across this poem earlier.)

It rained the first monsoon showers of Mumbai this evening. The sun-smitten dusk slowly faded into a rainy darkness by the turn of the evening. It’s been beautiful! Seeing the parched earth breathe a sigh of relief with the first droplets and the trees suddenly arching skywards to welcome monsoons is no less than a feast for the eyes. Yet another monsoon of my life is here…flooding me with memories and remeberances of people and events from past.

In Orissa, my homeland, monsoons are different affair from the way it rains in Maharastra. We have stretches of wet and dry spells unlike Mumbai rains which when come… just do not stop. It rains in Orissa and most times with huge thunder storms. Moreover, the difference is that between black cotton soil of Maharastra and the paddy fields of Orissa. Temperatures drop into abysmal lows there and you just feel like sitting by the windows and watching the rain pour down for hours or getting into bed with your favourite quilt. Electricity is no more than an occassional guest in most of our villages and small towns during monsoons. Begin rains and you have to be loaded with kerosene lanterns, candles or emergency lights (if you can afford them).

The most luxurious delicacy of monsoon nights at homes in Orissa would be mom-made khichdi and steaming hot aloo sabji (rice cooked with turmeric, sugar/salt, pulses and very light gravied potato curry, gravy made with generous tomato puree and ginger-garlic paste). In the evenings it is usually, samosas along with hot tea which would be waiting to be devoured eagerly by people in the family. These samosas were especially interesting since they had boiled potato not mashed but cut into tiny rectangular shapes, admixtured with coconut strips and boiled chanas; they were basically made on the roadside hamlet-stalls and sold for no more than 50 paise per samosa. Another hot fav were the freshly plucked ground nuts — the nuts still very soft and their covers mud-soaked , boiled with salt and pepper…ummmmm…just heavens! But I have left that state for many years now and unfortunately the culture is changing very fast and the hamlet-stalls have now paved way for fast food joints.

Another remarkable memory of monsoons go with the festivals that are celebrated in that state. The advent of monsoons mark the celeberation of Rajo — the harvest festival in the Oriya almanac. Farmers start plowing the ground after worshipping earth an age old tradition: personified as the Goddess of fertility. A three day elaborate festival marking the advent of monsoons is celeberated with pomp and splendour. New dresses, new agricultural equipments, new lands…everything mark the celebrations. The thing that captures most to my imagination is the way women are revered on that occasion. Alta (a red liquid applied on female feet), sindoor, sarees are plundered from the market/haat. Girls are not allowed to step on the earth barefoot and neither are you allowed to wear slippers. Small feet slip-ons are specially made of palm leaves for the ladies. They are given complete freedom to sing-dance, play cards and special swings made of wood and jute-rope are hung on every mango groove for the ladies to relax — the philosophy being, if the females are happy these days there will be great fertility in the soil too. I wonder what feminism would make of this ritual?

The thing which I did not like about the rains was going to school each morning at 7.30 am. A born late riser, I hated school in the mornings and especially the sleepy morning assembly, where you stand for half an hour (I almost dozed off) watching the Prinicipal’s stern gold rimmed glasses. My mind constantly strayed into some or the other romantic dreams when the first classes began. I would love to watch from the big galss windows of my class room the cows straying in the rain-ladden grasses grazing lazily, My mind would be wildly animated by the pitter-patter of the rain drops attempting to lash the glass panes with a shoosh…Until….ah! My maths teacher would sharply drag me into the reality of the class room and ask me to do a sum on the black board (my worst nightmare). I would fumble with the chalk near the blackboard until finally asked to do one round on the school fields as punishment. I hated running…but loved to run out of the class into the rain-washed grounds :)

But things are now fading into oblivion. These days when it rains here…we love to go out in a group for Icecream to the neonlit ice cream parlour at HN. No! I am not being a pessimist! I love this too…But there it was tropical romance and a dreamer which posessed my soul and here it is a realist trying to give a shape to that romance into concrete form.

I know critics might blame me for making Orissa a beautiful rememberance/romance overlooking all its ugliness…I don’t care…someone has to see the beauty in all ugliness…I might be that soul :)