As eyes mist over the remnants of the past,
Lids drooping through the clearings of the rain-washed skies,
As I hum aimlessly the songs of my soul
Waiting for a rare tear drop to melt and to dry
As I dream of the first droplets of Shefali
Flooding my verandah, stuffing my doors,
Question my self — is it time to get back ‘home’?
As the fragrance of the white Velvet soothes the sense,
Filling the heart with a longing for someone dear
As the moments of the languishing year,
Begin to close and start to get dense,
As I watch the droplets of Shefali
Drying in the pages of my old diary,
Sense the passage of moments and feel the echoes of time.
As I witness the flowers weeping down the boughs of the morning
With a vague promise of the coming of a starry-eyed evening
As the chapters of life twists and turn
A faint wish stealthily lives where I wish that hope returns
As I touch the droplets of Shefali
Tingling my fingers and filling my world…
I know the time of Your coming is close at hand….
(P.N.: For those readers who are not acquainted with the term ‘Shefali’ — it’s a particular kind of tiny star-shaped white flower found in Eastern India. October-November is typically the time when these flowers fill the night-sky. They have an amazingly soft and delightful fragrance. There is a philosophical dimension to these flowers, because they only bloom in the night, and fall off the boughs the next morning — as if reflecting a slice of life itself. These flowers are known by several names like “Ganga Siuli” , “Jhara Sephali” in Odisha and “Siuli” in Bengal, “Shefali” in Bangladesh)
Wow! I’ve been re-reading this over and over.
This line is very touching:
“A faint wish stealthily lives where I wish that hope returns”
It’s beautiful. I wonder if there’s some scientific explanation for nostalgia.
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Thank you so much Naman.
@Shekhar: Thank you so much. I am not sure if some scientific explanation exists for nostalgia.
Distress brings out gems in poetry. We seem to derive a ‘painful pleasure’ in the process. Are we closing our eyes to reality and allowing the ‘pp’ to prolong far into life? It would be worse if longing turns into regret too late in the day. I am sorry for this kind of intrusion, but couldn’t help putting it here
@Panapatti: Could you elaborate a little more on your point? I am not very sure if I understood you clearly. Oh! intrusion is fine at ‘iris’ — just that I couldn’t make out what was your point.
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Wow! Really amazing, ma’am! When was this written? When you were at Gandhinagar, or somewhere else?
“I know the time of Your coming is close at hand….” : “Your” with a capital Y. Was that addressed to God?
Beautifully written!
Thanks for liking Shefali Parth. I wrote this last month before the mid-sem break. The ‘Y’ in caps is addressed to the ‘Mother Goddess’ because in the East Shefali flowers mark the beginning of Durga Puja.